perassan ape nie??

at am i feeling rite now??

definitely not happy, but i'm not sad either..

i'm in the mood of brooding..

doing nothing n just staring at nothing while thinking..



wat is dis feeling??



is it depression?

is it mad?

no..not neither..



is it frustration??

i think so..



or maybe i'm mourning?

over wat?



maybe because of my unknown illness?

or is it because of my lost of love of my life A.K.A laptop?

or maybe the fact that i'm having difficulty to sleep every night?

or maybe because i dont have anything to do rite now?



maybe none is or are coorect..

maybe all have their own contribution..



hmm,,wat is it?









owh, i know wat it is now..









i am, lonely..